04/06/2026
For years I chased the wrong things. Big careers, more money, a job title I could wear like a badge. None of it felt like me.
Any time I had an idea at work, any time I tried to contribute something that felt alive - back in your box, Amanda. That’s not your role. Leave it to the creatives. And for years I believed that box was where I belonged.
Here’s the thing - I’ve always been creative. I’ve worked in advertising agencies, marketing teams, radio stations. Interviewed celebrities. Produced TV shows. But hey, I’m not creative. WTF?!
Eight years ago, I found ceramics. And something lit a fire inside of me. Here, I could be creative. Here, I could be exactly me. No box. Finally.
It hasn’t been easy - it’s a craft that humbles you constantly. Finding your voice in clay takes years, not weeks. It’s slow, consuming, raw and heartbreaking all at once. And the self doubt? Loud.
But here’s where I’m at - absolutely f**k it. I’m going for it.
Turns out the creativity was never gone. It was just waiting for the right place to land. 🤍
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