19/08/2026
Good morning guys 🙂. I hope you are all doing well today.
I wasn’t sure if I should write this but I’ve been thinking a lot and it reckon it’s important.
I know there have been a lack of posts recently and the truth is, I’ve been experiencing what I can only call a bit of a burnout.
Don’t get me wrong, I’ve been functioning fine, doing nice things with my daughter, cooking, cleaning, doing life but all the time with a massive knot of anxiety in my chest. Looking at emails and replying to messages has suddenly become a Stone Age flight or fight reaction like I’m being chased by a bear and everything thing feels too much. I’ve really struggled doing any work which is why there has been so little action.
There’s no particular reason for it, a combination of constant financial worry plays a big part and also nearly everyone I care about has been having a rubbish time recently and I want to fix it all but I know I can’t.
The world feels heavy.
Also it’s been a big year, moving and all the stress before that!
Anyway, I’m not looking for sympathy and I know it will pass, I’ve spent the last few days doing nice things with my little girl, seeing friends and family and rag rugging with Mr Ballen (new favourite pass time!)
I’m feeling a bit better today so I’ll be back to work and have something new for you to see very soon.
Sorry if I haven’t replied to any messages, I will be back very soon!
I just wanted to say, if anyone else out there is feeling the same, I understand and I’m sending love ❤️