15/01/2019
Happy New Year to everyone ♥
It's been a while since I posted...
2nd half of 2017, was still coping with the loneliness of the migration of close family, then I lost the relationship of a significant other...
An organiser offered a collaboration opportunity in Aug 2017, and it seemed like a silver lining at that time... But looking back, in both our haste, we probably didn't communicate well enough... But it still didn't warrant them throwing away all my tools and materials without informing me, rendering my business to Zero overnight. Having no resources to pursue the matter legally, I was a penniless man overnight.
Having moved whatever personal possessions I had left to the shop, even those were gone too.
It's moments like that when you have no family around, no significant other to show concern, too ashamed to confide in friends that you finally understand why people choose to end their lives.
I'm NOT ashamed to say that I got to that point (because on hindsight, my life journey might not be the result of my best efforts, but it was close to that and the outcome of my life at that point was more or less out of my hands), and I'm proud to say that I managed to think my way out of it 😁 ☀
I'm glad I think simplistically and love new adventures 😍
The thought process was simple: If current life seems to have no more meaning, then find new meaning 👍
If I tried so hard to find love (and did so in the most rightful manner), and still found none, maybe there's just not enough Love ♥ in the world to go around...
Then I'll dedicate my life to teach people how to ♥, create more ♥️ in the world, and I'll finally feel it somehow somewhere some way... I'm probably Cupid incarnate, I refuse to give up on ♥ 😜 😂
But the powers above probably thought that I needed a few more life lessons before I am suitable to teach the world such big lessons, hence I suffered a stroke mid 2018...
Thankfully I survived with no ill side-effects, and with definitely way more insight to Life, and after the Lunar New Year, I hope to bring fresh workshops, more lifestyle crafts to begin my new self-imposed Cupid status 😂 ♥ 👍
The motto for Mojo Atelier has never been more apt: Inspired by Love ❤ Driven by Learning 📚 Shaped by Imagination 💭
So cheers to 2019 with more ♥ in the world, and I hope that everyone will support me morally and spiritually even if not financially! 😂 👍 ♥
Take a critical look at yourself, it may help you find your soulmate.