06/24/2026
Good morning, beauties.
I decided to cross post this since not everyone is on my main page Cara Elizabeth π©·. For those who haven't seen the face behind Godly Glow... & my very strict manager, of course.
Update time π©·
I'M SO EXCITED!!! Plastic surgery consult is July 6th!!! I cannot wait for this. & a few docs are finally finding answers. I still need a good primary doc that listens cause good grief that's hard to find! (So still taking recommendations on people to call.) But my psychiatrist & a specialist worked together to find some answers in my bloodwork. The gene sight results showed I was on all the wrong medication lmao. So. Big switch happened & it's been ROUGH but I'm doing it. I'm happy to be back at Raya's Tanning. & I'm working on Godly Glow's room as we speak to bring more... joy. To make me WANT to be in there working. I realized I myself am running out of melts so.... that's a big ol' problem since that's how this all began. Wanting my own kittie safe ones ππ«Ά
& my walk with Christ? He cleared my life out. He removed many people I thought would be around always. He removed bad influences. He removed unhealthy relationships & people who refused to understand I'm different instead of continuing to allow me to try & fit in & suffer. But I'm realizing that He'll bring the right people at the right time. That will love me for ME. I'm realizing a lot through Him. Building my relationship with Him outside of a church has changed my perspective a lot. I miss church, I plan to return at some point. I pray often about it. But rignt now... it's just Him & I & it feels perfect π©· No one telling me who I should or shouldn't be. HE lovingly convincts me, not others. (Recently convincted me a little harder but was much needed π
) HE is guiding me, no one else. He's humbling & healing me. He's helped me stay sober for over 5 months, self harm free for over 3, & He directs me where He wants me without the noise of others telling me this or that. It's what I needed in order to truly know Him & who He is all along. Atleast for this chapter of my life ππ©·
Anyways, y'all have a BEAUTIFUL day π«Ά Thank you for taking the time to read all that π