06/14/2024
In the silence of my mind, a battle rages on
Overthinking every step where has my peace gone?
Hypothetical emotions, a storm that won't subside,
Afraid to feel, afraid to heal, in shadows, I confide.
I'm learning to let go, to rise above the fears,
But every step I take, is weighed down by my tears.
An empty shell I wander, a ghost within the frame,
Searching for the point, in life's relentless game.
So attuned to others' hearts, I feel their slightest shift, a mood change sparks my guard, my walls I cannot lift. U say you can't hurt me, that I'm shielded by the lone,
But in this maze of reality, I stumble on my own
Embracing chaos, fearing joy, a paradox I wear,
Good times whisper of a cost, a price I cannot bear. The piper calls, I know it's time, a debt I must fulfill, in this dance of life and time, against my very will. They say I'm dead inside, but they don't really see thevbattles I fight every day, to simply try and be.every time I start to dream, life's reminder comes so cruel,nothing's as it seems, in this harsh and bitter school it's my life, can't you taste the bittersweet refrain?
In every note, a story told, of love, of loss, of pain.
Yet through the song, I find my strength, my voice begins to rise,
In the melody of life, my spirit never dies