07/14/2022
Bittersweet re-Opening Coming
Hi my dear fiberistas and Spinning Mermaid Fibers friends and customers,
I have been trying to figure out for the last few days how to write this email. Over the last year or so, I had to stop carding due to my health. I have been lucky to have been consistently improving. Now, life has thrown me a curve I would not have expected in a lifetime. My spouse of almost 7 years was unfairly taken from me by an evil person (or people, we don't know yet and I cannot provide details of any kind - too painful to revisit). There is no right way to say this, but my heart is shattered to pieces.
After my divorce (my ex husband and I are at peace now), I met my spouse (domestic partners). My Joseph and I had a good and happy life together. I am broken, so broken and with no spiritual beliefs right now. He was a good man who did not deserve this, we had so many plans for our future and now, I am all alone. I am literally alone at home with all of our six furbabies. His family and mine are out of State, but I refuse to leave our house since this is our home where we built upon our hopes and dreams.
The first two weeks after his passing I had a lot of support, even they ran a GoFundMe for me. But now, everyone has gone back to their normal lives, which I completely understand. I know life goes on - but not quite for me. I get the occasional message, but the truth is that I am alone in this. Grieving is a very lonely and personal process. Every day is a new kind of difficult day with the tsunami of emotions I am feeling. But I am trying, trying very hard to survive.
I do not know what the future holds, I am living a minute at a time right now. Aside from my grieving, I have to now plan and prepare for what may come next. My future is quite uncertain and my main worry is our babies, who are my only reason to keep forward right now.
Thank you if you have read until now. Due to my new circumstances I made the bittersweet decision to re-open my store as I need the extra income. I estimate that I will open around mid September; I am too emotionally weak to open any time sooner than that. If you and I have anything pending, please email me at [email protected]
Again, thank you to those who gave me a few minutes of their precious time to read up to here. Please, hug, love your loved ones deeply, the time is today for you.. some of us no longer have that privilege.
My best wishes to you and thank you for your support throughout these years. I will see you online soon.
Karla Varela
Spinning Mermaid Fibers
(Us the year we participated at Estes Wool Market in Colorado - 2019)