In 2022, I experienced sudden vision loss. My world was turned upside down! So, after a few major meltdowns, I was determined that this would not be a death sentence...I would find a purpose, and meet this challenge head on! Through meditation and prayer, I began to open my heart and my mind to a new way of thinking and living. And, I asked for a sign...to be shown a purpose and a way to use this
new challenge to inspire others
My life had changed so drastically. I had been a very busy Realtor for the last 22 years, always on the go, working long hours 7 days a week. And now, I can't drive, I can't see paperwork or people, or my phone or computer. I had no choice but to retire from the career that I loved so much! Most people don't realize that blindness comes in so many forms. Not all blindpeople just live in total darkness. For me, I lost about 95% of my vision, What bision I have is very out of focus and distorted, with large patches that are "whited out". And, I don't have depth perception. I do still see movement, if it's within my visual range, and I see contrast and color as long as there is plenty of light. I get around my home, and I cook dinner and do other things pretty much the same as I have always done, like drying and putting away dishes, feeding our cats and dog, , doing laundry, etc. But, in unfamiliar settings I need guidance, and/or I use a white cane. Losing independence is a big pill to swallow and I have had accept the fact that I need assistance with many things. I am so blessed to have an amazing husband who has sailed through this life changing event with grace, empathy and a willingness to be my eyes. I also did a lot of research and found organizations, devices, apps and programs to help me read, write and identify objects and people. And, I use a very powerful magnifying glass to see things on my phone and tablet. And with a LOT of time on my hands, and stuck at home, I spent a lot of time on youtube. And that is how I discovered Fluid art!! I have been an artist, traditional and commercial, all my life, but real estate consumed my life for the last 22 years and allowed no time for art. Fluid art something I had never heard of. It is an artform that speaks directly to my soul! I love the science, the chemistry, and the many techniques that can be used to create beautiful artworks. It is so satisfying and therapeutic, almost like a form of meditation when I'm mixing and painting. AND...it's art that I can do as! I have always had a passion for educating, training and mentoring others, and this artform is something that I will also be teaching. I have found my purpose, my joy and my mission in life! I hope to inspire and motivate others, and show them that if a blind girl can create art, they too can overcome the challenges in their lives.
