08/11/2025
Hi all, as many of you know I’ve been nursing my dad through a terminal illness which landed on us out of the blue in August travelling at a million miles an hour.
Initially I thought I could keep all my plates spinning but quickly became overwhelmed by the enormity of the task.
His nursing/support needs were full time, huge and cruel. I moved in with mum and dad to be on hand 24/7 often sleeping on a chair in dads bedroom; juggling my own family’s needs in and amongst things has been brutal.
I did manage to make my appearances on Sewing Street which may have misled some of you into thinking I was swinging the lead and everything was ok.
The truth is SS in particularly Jen, have been very kind to me and carried me throughout, they do all the posting and packing, so in truth all I have really done is turn up on the day, with the help of Donis who drove me there and back so I was only away from home a mere few hours.
Stuart was incredibly supportive last Sunday carrying me along so you didn’t notice my lack of preparation or concentration, I was extremely anxious and upset throughout that dad wouldn’t last til I got home, in fact 20 mins before the end of my show I really struggled not to burst into tears live on air as I became overwhelmed …the show must go on and all that stuff.
Sadly we lost dad on Thursday night after the bravest of battles.
It was my absolute privilege to support mum and nurse him at home with the help of my brother, over the last few months .
I now need to get through the funeral and recharge my batteries a little before starting again.
I am acutely aware that I have let customers down over the last few months and kept people waiting without explanation as I simply didn’t have the words.
It is now my intention to make good with all of you and restore your confidence in me for the future.
I will remain quiet for a little longer until all the loose ends are tied up and I have a little recharge, then will be back smile reinstated and ready to GO GO GO!
Thank you to those of you who have sent messages of support, your kindness has been so important to me ❤️