Arts & Spells

10/10/2026

Only time will tell what will happen to me.
Through everything I've been through it can't all be for free..
Not to sound greedy but spending my life away is getting redundant.
Time moves so fast, yet you have such little time to make the right decisions before it becomes a reflection of your entire life.
I dont want to be the one in their 40s wonder why,
I dont want to be the one in their 60s wondering why,
And i definitely dont want to be 90 asking myself WHY?!
So what should I do now that would prevent me from having these moments as I get older?
Only time will tell what will happen to me.

10/02/2026

Lately times have been hard.
I wish I could tell you they were simple.
But if I did, I wouldn't have anything to tell you.
I wouldn't be able to tell you about my new friends,
And how they've helped me along.
How I found a new path and discovered new and exciting things about myself.
How, I got to experience life for the first time and how I got to learn to cherish moments before they're gone.
How I lost myself , and how I found myself.
But most importantly, I found the true meaning of living.
How to take things seriously,
How to pay attention
And how to manifest my needs.
How to rely on myself and the world around me.
How to grow and aspire others to blossom into better versions of themselves.
To be the woman my younger self needed.
Its been a long, tiring road.
I'm starting to have second thoughts about it,
But if I don't keep going.. Who will?

(Self discovery; Learning the true meaning of life.)
(Created by:Arts&Spells)

09/30/2026

09/30/2026

Truthfully, I'm done.
I'm done chasing love,
I'm done trying to find love,
And I'm done falling in love.
People say I'm too young to have this thought process but I've been in some long relationships a good portion of my life and the all end with the same ending..
I don't mean to be so negative about love, I honestly love the concept and meaning of it I adore that two people find peace and comfort within another enough to go through life's hardships and challenges and learn to love each other every period of their life time.
But why does it seem so impossible for me?
Will I ever find what I'm looking for or will I just have to accept the fact that I'm better off alone?
I guess only time will tell..

09/30/2026

✨️ It sure would 🧡🪽

09/23/2026

09/23/2026

May had to lose and sacrifice everything but im alive, healthy, and doing the best I can ❤️

09/21/2026

This is worth having a conversation about.
I've gone through a lot in life, and only at young ages I haven't even reached my 30s yet life and I are having a chaotic time.
I had to overcome who I once was in order to grow,
I had to accept that who I was, was going to destroy me if I continued to be her.
So, I had to let her go so I could grow into a better version of myself.

09/21/2026

This new life is hard.
I can't sleep, I only want to work.

09/03/2026

"I think I have the perfect fix for you" He said. 😈🖤