09/01/2026
The today you have been gone 7 years! How can that be? It seems like yesterday but also seems forever agoā¦Here is my dear John letterā¦..
Dearest John,
It has been seven years today., almost to the minute that you passed from this life to the next. Emotions swirl around my mind as I relive the day you went to heaven. The grief is there but along with the grief comes the realization that Iām so glad that you didnāt suffer. Right after you passed, Covid hit and Iām soo glad you didnāt have to live through that. We got to be with you and love on you till Jesus called you home!
I grieve that you never got to meet your 5 grandchildren! You would have been such a great grandpa!!! They are the light of my life!!!! One day you will get to meet them and you will be so impressed at how much they are such a beautiful reflection of us!! And our kids of course!!! They are such treasures!!!
The kids are doing so well! They miss you so much yet we laugh at the good memories that we all had. You would be soo proud!!! Bethany has had her struggles physically but is doing well and able to work part time! Titus has dealt with pain for 20 years yet he has recently gotten relief through new procedures! I know you would be happy for that! Moriah has a beautiful little girl, Jordan Faith! She lights up a room with her sweet smiles! Blake just turned 9 and what an addition she is to our family! Josiah is getting ready to graduate seminary, you would be soo proud of him! His three girls are the light of my life!! They are such joy!!
Sometimes I sit and think about how much you have missed but then I remember the post you made about heaven and how you were looking forward to seeing Jesus! How can I grieve for you? I canāt! I grieve for our loss but for you time is no more! You are in eternity and will turn around and we will be there!!!
You would be so happy that Iām living a good life. That I am loved by a good man who takes care of me like you did. Youād be happy that we are thriving and enjoying life. You and I talked about it and your hopes came true! God sent me exactly what I needed. Iām sure you have met his late wife, Mary Ann, and you all probably laugh at our adventures and are happy that Carl and I love each other just as we adored you both and we still do!
You are always in my heart, my dear husband and you always will be! Till we meet again! I love you!