09/12/2026
It is with a heavy heart that I am announcing the closure of the Floral Expressions & Gifts retail storefront.
Chronic pain, fibromyalgia, and severe burnout have brought me to a point where I can no longer physically or mentally sustain the demands of running a shop. Trying to power through when I am far from my best would be a disservice to the work, to my incredible staff, and to the community I love so much.
Recognizing my limits is the hardest part of this journey, but it is necessary.
To my wonderful customers:
Thank you from the bottom of my heart.
Your support, loyalty, and trust over the years have meant everything to me. I will miss seeing your faces at the shop and creating floral art for you every day.
My hope is to serve our community again in the near future through custom work and local volunteer efforts that align with my passions and interests.
Thank you for letting Floral Expressions by Chaos Blooms be a part of your lives.
Floristry is so much more than "playing with flowers.”
It’s grueling work, long hours, and physical toll. I could never have done it without the extraordinary people who have worked with me along the way.
To Nikki, Rebecca, Cheyanne, Iris, and JJ: thank you for your companionship, endless hard work, and dedication over the years.
You made the hardest days manageable, and I am so deeply grateful for you all. I can't wait to share more time with you in stress-free spaces.
While the shop front is closing, this isn't the end of my journey with flowers.
As I focus on recovery, I’ll be transitioning to freelancing and floral design education, and other artistic endeavors.
I’m also working toward my floral judge and evaluator certification to support garden clubs and the broader floral community.
Chaos Blooms will live on.
If there’s one thing burnout and chronic illness have taught me, it’s that you cannot simply "power through" every obstacle. We all need support.
Please check in on your friends and family, and accept help when offered. If you or someone you know is struggling with mental health, my inbox is always open, and you can reach out to the crisis lifeline at 488. You don't have to carry it all alone.
