03/04/2021
Friends. Today I got my first dose of the Moderna vaccine for Covid-19. And I feel great. Still no side-effects. I am in Texas's group 1B because I have Crohn's disease, and have been on immunosuppresant therapy for ten years now, and it's kind of unbelievable that I could be looking at personal innoculation from a virus that is particularly risky to immunocompromised individuals by the end of this month. I'm so relieved I could cry.
I have been very priveleged to be able to put a lot of Edges Wild's operations on pause this past year in order to protect my health. And I have been so grateful to every client and colleague who--between this March and last--has rescheduled, downsized, moved events outdoors, and otherwise made adjustments for the health and safety of their friends, family, and vendors, because whether you knew it or not, I have greatly benefited too. Thank you.
I feel about this whole past year the way an acquaintance recently wrote of our collective winter storm experience of the TX power grid going down: nothing like a threat to basic safety to remind us of our "creatureliness."
And isn't it true? Whether we work manual labor or public-facing jobs or not, our bodies are everything. And when they meet a worthy opponent, even a mocroscopic one, we all feel that vulnerability acutely. So that needle in my arm today felt like the power coming back on to warm a shivering human. Like cactus spines deflecting a hungry jackrabbit. Like an armadillo shell protecting...whatever's going on under an armadillo's shell. Like this creature is going to make it out of a brush with danger, her body unharmed. It's taken a lot of work and hard decisions and nervous waiting to secure that, but I am so, so grateful. We are not out of the woods, and also this new mRNA technology is incredible. We are close to safety.
But we have to stay vigilant. So keep taking care of yourselves, your loved ones and your next-door strangers. We have all kinds of happy gatherings on the way, but in the meantime, our most exposed still need all our best and fiercest protections. May we all keep our dreams alive and our masks on for the days ahead. Stay well.