03/21/2024
How has it been a year already? I woke up early and then I heard you yell "No not again." I ran in your direction. I told you to breath through your nose and out your mouth. Slow and easy." You tried and looked me in the eyes and then shook your head and fell back. This scene plays out over and over in my days until we are together again. I miss laughing with my best friend and yes arguing with you too. I know I was loved by you and your children miss you. Casey reminded me of your last day, see I forgot. You got to spend time with our son Lance and his son fishing. You called and spoke with our other son Aaron for 2 hours and you got a gift from our daughter Casey. It was a hat from her new job and you were so proud of the progress she had made. You spent the day with Freyja. Your love and care you showed us and your friends will never be forgotten. The grandchildren miss you. your smile and big hugs. We are blessed you chose us as your family and got to feel the love and compassion you had for life. I love you and will always love you. I hope you and your sister Laura are running through a field of flowers and spending time with each other. She is missed so much down here too. My dear sweet hubby I love you so much and miss you with every breath I take. Thank god we have the kids because they keep me going. Hugs