07/10/2025
It’s been a rough few months (when is it not lmao) but I’m hoping to use this page more regularly and to actually have art to share soon.
Honestly, having to shift *a lot* of my focus to my day job has made it exceedingly difficult to find time for any creation. I am usually just trying to survive between sleeps most days. My work is very emotionally taxing and that typically hits me physically too, despite working from home. I do *need* to keep this job, but I also don’t want to quit just yet. I feel like I have it in me to actually make something of this position, even if I’m not sure what that is yet.
I finished my last pattern test mid-May, and have been trying to focus on some projects for family members that I’ve been wanting to complete, but other than that, not much else has been going on. I have been going to therapy weekly for a few months now, and have been working on myself a lot, but I miss having the creative energy I did when I wasn’t working so much.
Anyway, I’m not sure what the point of this post is, other than an update, and hopefully a plan to keep showing up.
Thanks for reading if you did 🥹🫶🏽
