06/05/2026
https://open.spotify.com/track/4bW61owcCI5jP9gcr65pTb?si=_oEbYvNuTH-Q0Tnu67hxOg
"Young Again" by Shinedown has been hitting me right in the feels lately. Not because I want to go back—but because it makes me remember. And what I remember isn't just the hard parts.
I had a pretty cool childhood, actually. It wasn't all bad. There was so much good.
My grandparents' house across the street. My dad's blue Datsun in the driveway. The smell of coffee on weekend mornings. My grandmother making me feel like I was the most wanted kid in the world. Running between houses on the street like the whole block was mine.
There was pain too—I won't pretend there wasn't. But I'm not writing about that today.
Today I'm writing about the fact that I got to be a kid for a good amount of time. A weird, creative, pattern-seeing, deeply feeling kid who solved baby puzzles at 18 months and drew with her eyes closed at 15. A kid who was loved, really loved.
"Young Again" isn't about going back. It's about carrying the good forward. And I'm still carrying it.
To my parents, my grandparents, my people—thank you for the parts that were good. I see them. I always did.
I know not everyone gets a childhood that's both/and. Some was hard. Some was beautiful. I'm lucky that I got enough of both to know the difference.
Shinedown · EI8HT · Song · 2026