01/29/2024
Sometimes I look back, if only in my mind, at the past version of myself and see how much I have changed and though at the time I couldn’t see how the suffering was going to serve me… I see how it was necessary for me to evolve. No person will ever grow if they are not at least uncomfortable with themselves; let alone their surroundings. There was a time I thought about dying every single day.
I am no longer a person who allows fear to consume the world around them. Once paralyzed by my thoughts and emotions, I never would have imagined having the courage to leap towards my dreams. Destiny is a funny thing… it’ll drag you there kicking and screaming, covered in mud if it has to. You will become you, no matter how much you or anyone else tries to fight it.
I am proud of who I am today because it took a lot of pain, violence, suffering and most of all hope, self love and courage to become a better version of myself. Thank the lord for walking with me even when I didn’t know I needed him.
Keep fighting the good fight, who you are becoming is worth the battle and you never walk alone!
