11/27/2024
Between medication side effects and my mind replaying over and over all the mistakes I made during a social get together last night, I am wide awake. 😳 So awake.
Do you ever wonder, could I have made that anymore awkward? what made me say that? Good grief what did they think of me when I…? and of course then the enemy “helps” by reminding me of all the other socially awkward situations where I could have done better, until I am finally asking myself and God, WHY would ANYONE choose me?
So here I sit at 3am contemplating life, when I am gently reminded that I am chosen by a loving Father that will never unchoose me. He loves me when I am at my BEST, and He loves me when I am a complete awkward MESS. He knew EXACTLY who I was going to be, the mistakes I would make, the internal battles I would fight and He CREATED ME ANYWAY because I have PURPOSE.
This truth, it’s not just mine to hold, it’s yours too! So as we head into this midweek day, this Wednesday before Thanksgiving, I pray that somehow, this vulnerable post helps you to feel less alone in your own struggles, and reminds you whatever you are facing today: He SEES you, you are valuable to Him, He loves you deeply and He chose you for such a time as this. ❤️
Stay tuned to see if my middle of the night project turns out well enough to be post worthy. 🤞
